I don't know where MS Word is on this damn PC... so no spell checker; forgive me. I am just putting it right into the little white box that Andrew gives us to bare our souls (that wasn't a mistake by the way). Sooooooooooo much going on around here.

Back to school shopping, hair cuts, heming new pants, excitement abounds! Bridget got the teacher she wanted and hasn't been able to sit still since she found that out! My, my, the girl loves school!

We all gather in my room as it is bigger. We play games or do our own things there, yet we are still together.A lot of fun abounds too. Grandma hobbles in and joins us once in a while too. Bridget's cat baby girl slinks in to sniff around and see if she can get her large butt to the window, so we put her out of the room as she is an inside cat due to her hep C. Mishie, My cat goes off for hours and hours at a time, then comes home for a day. She is a teenager now so it's to be expected. I've stopped letting it drive me nuts, though Bridget hasn't.

I've been working on my closer homework for group...bummer and hard,but I have been doing some great computer art; so it's no so bad! Don't really want to show up on the 12th but Group Leader and I talked and she called me on my bull shit, so I go and get through it.

Had to go to the old house this week end, hubby gone; home ain't home anymore that's for sure! He is making a dungon in the basement! Been taking photo's down there too. He is back to his wood working...you know making paddles and tie up toys. So glad I am out of there! I don't even really want to talk to him, so will get more stuff out of there this week to get closer to not having him around very much. He hasn't even spent his normal time with Bridget... I think that hurts the most, watching her try to deal with him. Too young to have to go through this.

My friend Tommy is having a hard time and I am worried about him. He ended up in another nut house for 30 days... I wish I could fly to NY and help him out and give him a big hug, no money. So we have been talking on the phone a lot. He is at his Mothers as the wife threw him out and sent him to the nut house. that's not a bad thing really, his wife drinks A LOT, and I mean A LOT! So Tommy will not be going back into that hell hole!

He saved my life, Tommy did, and I feel so helpless where helping him out is conserned. He is such a sweetie, but at least now that the wife is out of the show we can call and talk to each other any time we want to! Send mail back and forth any damn time we want to too! I just want him to be okay and not have to suffer so much. He has worked so hard to stay sober and deal with the hepC, I am so proud of him. Want to lighten the load for him in love. I guess I am the first women he ever trusted and he saw that not all women are like his mother or wife. I just want him to be well and happy, that's all. Say a little prayer for him when you pray for New Orlenes would ya?

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