You know I didn’t think I’d miss him, but I do.
Maybe it’s just this cold I have or the fact that my arm hurts from the TB test I had today. It could just be the weather; cold, damp, cloudy. yea that’s it, all of the above I should think.

I have the Gold Star Barbecue to attend tomorrow, as Bridget is a gold star student and I’m the only one who can go and be with her. Thursday morning I have to go back and get my arm read and then a job interview at three, hope I get this one.

No I didn’t think I’d miss him... but I do as my mind tries to think of other things. It doesn't do much good as I keep coming back to Arizona and wishing I was warm and naked next to him in his bed. I can feel the fan blowing on my skin and his hands gliding softly over my body, with the AC humming. Warm and peaceful, with my body responding to his touch.

I didn’t want to miss him nor think I would. I guess that’s really a lie because I missed him days before I took off from the ground and headed for the sky. I guess a part of me didn’t get on the plane, left behind with out my knowing or consent. I guess I didn’t do my final check in the apartment too well to make sure I didn’t leave anything behind. I’ll have to do a better job of it next time.

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